Put most women near a baby and things are bound to happen. They “oooh” and “aaah”, they start talking about their biological clock, they want to hold the baby and take in all those powdery baby smells. Women are just hard wired to be like that. Right? Well that’s not me. Most people who have been around me long enough know that they’re just not my thing. (God help my children, I don’t know how they survived) They’re sticky and needy, plus I have this curse that EVERYWHERE I go there is always a crying baby (even when I went and applied to college, seriously, everywhere) and if you’re around me long enough you’ll live to hear me tell you that I don’t like babies until they’re at least 30.
I temporarily lost my mind and decided to go back to POF (Plenty of Fish) which if you don’t know is a free dating website since I am currently, sadly, unemployed. I always get a few looks, or winks or flirts, or whatever they’re called on that site. I eventually got one from Timmy. He looked familiar, and after a few messages back and forth we determined we had talked once or twice on a different site and it just didn’t go anywhere for whatever reason. We chat a little here and there and my unemployment predicament comes up. He mentions that he works for a large company in the area, asks me what kind of work I do and tells me that if he can get me hired he gets a nice little bonus so he’ll keep his eyes open.
Eventually a job that fits my skill set opens up and I apply. We again chat back and forth randomly, about the job, a little about our lives but not much else. It just doesn’t really take off. He follows up with me every once in a while to see if there is any progression with the job. I let him know that I did the initial online interview. A few weeks later I follow up with him by letting him know that I was turned down for the position and make sure to tell him that I appreciated the effort. At that point that was sort of the end of us chatting.
A few weeks later, out of the blue I get a call to come in for a second interview for the job. Awesome! So to be polite I text him to let him know. Well for some reason this sets a fire under his ass. I don’t know if he was just at a different point in his life, if he was suddenly lonely or the prospect of some cash coming his way from the bonus did it, but at this point he becomes full on interested in me. We start chatting pretty frequently, he asks when we can meet, there’s even a phone call. Finally!
During one of our texting sessions he asks if I would mind sending him a photo of myself to add to his phone. I’m happy to do so. I’m not one of these crazy selfie obsessed people but I do have a couple of random pics on my phone that I think are fairly decent. I pick one and send it on over. I of course ask him then to do the same. He says that he’s going to send me a pic of himself with one of his fetishes. Oh... great... I’m a pretty laid back gal. Not much bothers me. I assure him that like 90% of the shit people are into doesn’t bother me. I mean I may not necessarily be willing to participate but I’m willing to at least keep an open mind. He sends me the pic. Of him. In a diaper. Aaaaahhhhhhh FUCK. This gets my mind rolling and I want to know if he would mind if I ask a few questions. My first question is does he use the diaper for its intended purpose because if so I’m OUT! (Thankfully, he doesn’t) My next question is how did he get into that of all things? He tells me an ex couldn’t have kids so she pretended he was her baby and he wound up loving it. A few more details were exchanged, none particularly tragic, however when you don’t like babies when they’re small and cute... a bigger version, for me at least, is highly unsettling. He then wants to know when he can take me out. I figured if I put it off way out into the future maybe this baby thing will grow on me, or perhaps, disturb me less. No dice, he wants to go out the end of that week. I hesitantly agree.
The baby thing really eats at me though. I just don’t see myself ever, ever, ever getting into it and it was something that he mentioned was a pretty big part of his life. The day before the date I text him. I very politely explain to him that I am flattered that he was interested in me but I honestly didn’t see it going anywhere. I told him that I just didn’t want him to waste his time (or mine) or his money on a date when there wasn’t really a decent chance of this thing ever even getting off the ground. He responds “Have a nice life blimp” What? WTF? Are you fucking serious? First of all, YOU contacted my FAT ASS on the dating website where I have SEVERAL pictures of myself on there so men who view my profile know what they are getting themselves into. Second, I was actually honest and polite with you. Most other bitches would have just dicked you around and third do you REALLY want to piss off the chick you sent a picture of yourself IN A FUCKING DIAPER! We were friends on Facebook, I know where he works and as an additional little tidbit, I know where he goes to church.
At this point I still haven’t heard back about the job so I’ve decided to not put him on blast. Yet. However, revenge is a dish best served cold. I, under normal circumstances, would have never revealed his little secret to anyone had he just been nice. Although now, due to his INFANTILE behavior I guess it just DEPENDS on if I land this job whether I “accidentally” let that little photo somehow end up in some interesting places. Pissing off a woman is ALWAYS a bad idea…
Thursday, October 29, 2015
Thursday, September 18, 2014
Actual Miles by Lori Dorcik
I met Chris online. He contacted me on one of the free sites. So we text for a couple of days, then made plans to meet at a steakhouse after he got off work. I got there a few minutes early and received a text that says “Don’t judge” OH NO, what does that mean? A few minutes later dude rolls in driving a 1990 Honda Accord wagon with a door that won’t close all the way because it’s been wrecked! Ok I’m not judging…
He gets out with a beautiful bouquet of flowers but makes me carry it into the restaurant because he knows everyone will ask about them. So we walk in and he tells the hostess there are 17 of us… she about panicked, then she promptly sat us all the way in the back of the restaurant. So obviously he thinks he is a real funny guy and needs to be the center of attention. Great. He then sat down and proceeded to run his mouth for an hour and a half straight! First he tells me about his 4 kids from 3 different wives, his job, which he hates…, car salesman (obviously not very good at it!) and that he is a recovering alcoholic, hasn’t drank in 4 years but was drunk for 10 years straight and now there about 11 people on the planet that want him dead. REALLY? This is a first date! (Although I should thank him for letting me know upfront) This dude just didn’t know when to SHUT UP!
When he finally takes a breath, we decide to order appetizers. He doesn’t eat seafood and I can’t eat wheat so that left cheese fries or the artichoke dip, which I recommended, to which he replied “cheese fries it is!” This can’t get much worse… Or so I think.
The cheese fries come and while he is stuffing his face I take the opportunity to say “Do I look like my profile pics?” His reply to this was “Well you have a few miles on ya”. WHAT?!?! He then says “how old were they?” I told him they had all been taken in the last year and he replies “well it must not have been a good angle” Are you fucking kidding me? No one thinks I’m my age! Did this guy who only has one pic of himself, behind a counter, which I very quickly found out why, really just said that? I was speechless! He tried back pedalling out of the miles comment but it was no use.
I excused myself to use the rest room because through all of his rambling I had drank 6 glasses of water but more importantly I needed to text for help, immediately! As planned when I got back to the table, my best friend calls and says there is a road block and she needs a ride. I replied “well can you wait an hour, we haven’t ordered dinner yet” So my plan was, since I had endured this hellish experience, I was at least getting a meal out of it! Knowing I am 30 minutes away from her this gives me 30 minutes to order, eat and get the heck out of there! So she says yes, and he hears the whole thing, thankfully he doesn’t catch on it’s because of him.
I pick the quickest thing on the menu and while we wait, he starts to tell me how awesome his car is, that it is his project and what a great motor it has, and something about the wheels, and blah blah blah. It is the 13th one he has had in 2 years and then listed them all off for me. I realize HE doesn’t drink but I would turn into an alcoholic if I continued with this. All I could think was OMG Shut up!
The food comes, sadly mine was horrible and he only ate half of his because it inhibited his talking. He then decides we are getting cheesecake for dessert and there is a choice of chocolate or raspberry sauce, he and the waitress go back and forth, never asking me, because obviously as demonstrated earlier my opinion doesn’t count. I shoot her the “if this doesn’t end RIGHT NOW I’m taking the whole place out” stare and she promptly asks me to join in on the debate and my response was “RASPBERRY”. And by my tone they took me seriously because raspberry it was. So he goes to pay the tab and has to make a production of tipping the waitresses (because we were there so long we had 2). I start to walk out, and he walks me part of the way to my car and says “can I have a hug” Ok I give him the one handed pat on the back, hope to NEVER see you again hug, and the cherry on top is when he said “I don’t kiss on the first date.” Really?!?!
So on my way home, I get a text saying “I had a great time; I really enjoyed your company. I would love to see you again, have fun playing taxi” my reply was “thanks again for dinner, have a good night” I thought that would be enough hint but oh no, not for mister genius… He texts me again in the morning trying to explain the “miles” comment yet again, that by my pics he thought I would be more of a party girl, but that I am classy and sophisticated~ a real lady. I guess he thought I was a real moron! I text him back and told him I would lie, he shouldn’t use that line and honestly I couldn’t see us being anything more than friends. He thanked me for my honesty and tried to contact me once or twice more but I didn’t respond, and this time I think he got the hint!
He gets out with a beautiful bouquet of flowers but makes me carry it into the restaurant because he knows everyone will ask about them. So we walk in and he tells the hostess there are 17 of us… she about panicked, then she promptly sat us all the way in the back of the restaurant. So obviously he thinks he is a real funny guy and needs to be the center of attention. Great. He then sat down and proceeded to run his mouth for an hour and a half straight! First he tells me about his 4 kids from 3 different wives, his job, which he hates…, car salesman (obviously not very good at it!) and that he is a recovering alcoholic, hasn’t drank in 4 years but was drunk for 10 years straight and now there about 11 people on the planet that want him dead. REALLY? This is a first date! (Although I should thank him for letting me know upfront) This dude just didn’t know when to SHUT UP!
When he finally takes a breath, we decide to order appetizers. He doesn’t eat seafood and I can’t eat wheat so that left cheese fries or the artichoke dip, which I recommended, to which he replied “cheese fries it is!” This can’t get much worse… Or so I think.
The cheese fries come and while he is stuffing his face I take the opportunity to say “Do I look like my profile pics?” His reply to this was “Well you have a few miles on ya”. WHAT?!?! He then says “how old were they?” I told him they had all been taken in the last year and he replies “well it must not have been a good angle” Are you fucking kidding me? No one thinks I’m my age! Did this guy who only has one pic of himself, behind a counter, which I very quickly found out why, really just said that? I was speechless! He tried back pedalling out of the miles comment but it was no use.
I excused myself to use the rest room because through all of his rambling I had drank 6 glasses of water but more importantly I needed to text for help, immediately! As planned when I got back to the table, my best friend calls and says there is a road block and she needs a ride. I replied “well can you wait an hour, we haven’t ordered dinner yet” So my plan was, since I had endured this hellish experience, I was at least getting a meal out of it! Knowing I am 30 minutes away from her this gives me 30 minutes to order, eat and get the heck out of there! So she says yes, and he hears the whole thing, thankfully he doesn’t catch on it’s because of him.
I pick the quickest thing on the menu and while we wait, he starts to tell me how awesome his car is, that it is his project and what a great motor it has, and something about the wheels, and blah blah blah. It is the 13th one he has had in 2 years and then listed them all off for me. I realize HE doesn’t drink but I would turn into an alcoholic if I continued with this. All I could think was OMG Shut up!
The food comes, sadly mine was horrible and he only ate half of his because it inhibited his talking. He then decides we are getting cheesecake for dessert and there is a choice of chocolate or raspberry sauce, he and the waitress go back and forth, never asking me, because obviously as demonstrated earlier my opinion doesn’t count. I shoot her the “if this doesn’t end RIGHT NOW I’m taking the whole place out” stare and she promptly asks me to join in on the debate and my response was “RASPBERRY”. And by my tone they took me seriously because raspberry it was. So he goes to pay the tab and has to make a production of tipping the waitresses (because we were there so long we had 2). I start to walk out, and he walks me part of the way to my car and says “can I have a hug” Ok I give him the one handed pat on the back, hope to NEVER see you again hug, and the cherry on top is when he said “I don’t kiss on the first date.” Really?!?!
So on my way home, I get a text saying “I had a great time; I really enjoyed your company. I would love to see you again, have fun playing taxi” my reply was “thanks again for dinner, have a good night” I thought that would be enough hint but oh no, not for mister genius… He texts me again in the morning trying to explain the “miles” comment yet again, that by my pics he thought I would be more of a party girl, but that I am classy and sophisticated~ a real lady. I guess he thought I was a real moron! I text him back and told him I would lie, he shouldn’t use that line and honestly I couldn’t see us being anything more than friends. He thanked me for my honesty and tried to contact me once or twice more but I didn’t respond, and this time I think he got the hint!
Thursday, March 6, 2014
Eat, Drink & Be Angry - Part 3
With my mouth still gaping wide in anticipation of chomping down on a tender morsel of food I stop dead in my tracks. I slowly put the lettuce wrap back down on the plate and just sit there. Boiling. Knowing that if I even think about opening my mouth again that a stream of obscenities are going to flow loudly enough to cause a scene in the restaurant and have everyone gawking at the two of us. I continue to sit there and stew until the waitress comes over and asks if everything is OK with the food. I tell her that I need a to-go box.
Bryce immediately senses the error of his ways but it’s too late. He apologizes, tells me not to worry about it and eat. I say nothing. He continues to plead. I continue to say nothing. He then realizes that being nice is not working in his favor so he decides that another approach would be best. He then says “I can’t believe I’m going to pay for that meal and you’re not even going to eat it” becomes irritated and stops talking to me as well. For a normal person this would be the time to call the waitress over, get another to-go box for his meal and wrap up this “special” evening. Not Bryce, noooooo. We continue to sit there in complete silence while he finishes his salad, fried apples, French fries and an ENTIRE SLAB OF RIBS. Guess he's not on the same "healthy eating" plan as he expects me to be on.
Finally he's finished eating and the ordeal is over, he pays the bill and we drive back to his house. Still not a word has been uttered between us. When we pull into the drive way he turns off the car and heads for his house, I calmly ask him for my keys. He actually looks over at me and says “You’re not going to stay?”
This is a joke right? I’m being punk’d. Where’s the cameras? I wait for a few seconds, look around, there sadly is no sign of Ashton Kutcher so I say to him “no, I’m not staying” I take my keys and drive away.
As far as I’m concerned, we’re done. I don’t call him. I don’t have any intention of ever speaking to him again. A few weeks roll by and I’m glad that he hasn’t called me either. Until, he does. I see the dreaded name on my phone and for some reason I debate whether or not to answer it. I don’t. He leaves me a voicemail. Not apologizing, from the lack of slurring it’s clearly not a drunk dial, just a simple message asking me to call him back. At this point I just assume that I must have left something at his house and he’s just wanting to make sure I get it back so I call. He picks up the phone and says to me “I can’t believe you’re still mad at me.” What? Clearly his memory isn’t as sharp as mine. He then asks me if I want to come over. I politely decline, to which he genuinely seems shocked by and asks "why not?". I’m sorry, did you actually think that after a date of that caliber of HORRIBLENESS that I would simply overlook not only that date but every single jackass thing that you had done leading up to that date? I tell him I’m done. I’m not interested in a relationship with him. I guess he’s insulted or maybe embarrassed by this because he hangs up on me and I am just happy that I no longer have to see his face.
Bryce immediately senses the error of his ways but it’s too late. He apologizes, tells me not to worry about it and eat. I say nothing. He continues to plead. I continue to say nothing. He then realizes that being nice is not working in his favor so he decides that another approach would be best. He then says “I can’t believe I’m going to pay for that meal and you’re not even going to eat it” becomes irritated and stops talking to me as well. For a normal person this would be the time to call the waitress over, get another to-go box for his meal and wrap up this “special” evening. Not Bryce, noooooo. We continue to sit there in complete silence while he finishes his salad, fried apples, French fries and an ENTIRE SLAB OF RIBS. Guess he's not on the same "healthy eating" plan as he expects me to be on.
Finally he's finished eating and the ordeal is over, he pays the bill and we drive back to his house. Still not a word has been uttered between us. When we pull into the drive way he turns off the car and heads for his house, I calmly ask him for my keys. He actually looks over at me and says “You’re not going to stay?”
This is a joke right? I’m being punk’d. Where’s the cameras? I wait for a few seconds, look around, there sadly is no sign of Ashton Kutcher so I say to him “no, I’m not staying” I take my keys and drive away.
As far as I’m concerned, we’re done. I don’t call him. I don’t have any intention of ever speaking to him again. A few weeks roll by and I’m glad that he hasn’t called me either. Until, he does. I see the dreaded name on my phone and for some reason I debate whether or not to answer it. I don’t. He leaves me a voicemail. Not apologizing, from the lack of slurring it’s clearly not a drunk dial, just a simple message asking me to call him back. At this point I just assume that I must have left something at his house and he’s just wanting to make sure I get it back so I call. He picks up the phone and says to me “I can’t believe you’re still mad at me.” What? Clearly his memory isn’t as sharp as mine. He then asks me if I want to come over. I politely decline, to which he genuinely seems shocked by and asks "why not?". I’m sorry, did you actually think that after a date of that caliber of HORRIBLENESS that I would simply overlook not only that date but every single jackass thing that you had done leading up to that date? I tell him I’m done. I’m not interested in a relationship with him. I guess he’s insulted or maybe embarrassed by this because he hangs up on me and I am just happy that I no longer have to see his face.
Thursday, September 12, 2013
Eat, Drink and Be Angry - Part 2
I snapped my neck and glared at him. He had to be kidding right? I mean I would have HAPPILY chowed down at the barbecue place with anyone else but I had been trying to compromise with his stupid standards! As I feel my blood starting to boil I tell him that I will be happy with anyplace he chooses. He decides to pick another restaurant on the complete other side of town. Great.
As we are driving I try to make pleasant conversation when he interrupts me to announce that he forgot his reading glasses, he then also announces he has to take a piss. Somehow both of these become my fault. I mention to him we are going to pass right by his neighborhood so why doesn’t he just pop into the house, use the restroom and grab his glasses. Oh noooo, that would be far too convenient, instead he asks me to look around the car for an empty cup for him to pee in. Are you fucking serious? Shockingly, I don’t happen to have a spare piss cup in my car for him to urinate in so we continue to drive ALL the way to the restaurant with him bitching and “adjusting” himself due to the apparent pressure on his bladder.
We get to the restaurant where he heads to the restroom and I make a beeline for the bar to grab something strong enough to get me through the rest of the evening while we wait for a table to open up. During the I am waiting for my drink, Bryce walks up and mentions to me that there is a high top available in the bar area with no wait. I begrudgingly agree. I say this because I am short, and wide. High chairs with narrow seats and I don’t mix but I agree before the level of agitation continues to rise, or so I think.
The waitress comes over, hands us our menus and gives us time to decide what to order. Bryce immediately starts to cuss under his breath and slams the menu down. For some reason, I ask what the matter is. “I can’t see a fucking thing in this dark ass restaurant with these tiny fucking letters on this menu, I’m just gonna have to order a fucking hamburger and that’s not what I really want…., blah, blah, blah” So I thought of a brilliant idea! When the waitress came over and asked us if we decided what we wanted to order, I said to her “do you happen to have a pair of reading glasses in lost and found, my date forgot his” This went over like a fucking lead balloon. Bryce was apparently quite insulted by this. I then explain to the waitress that he can't see shit on the menu and I wait patiently for the next 20 minutes while she basically describes every damn item on the menu to him.
He then orders an appetizer. At this point I don’t even remember what it was but what I do remember is that it was fried or fattening or both, so I take a nibble or two because I know if I eat more than a few morsels he’ll complain about me not eating healthy and if I don’t eat any at all he’ll bitch about that too. I start to think to myself, why am I doing this again?
Thankfully another drink arrives with dinner and I’m actually excited about my lettuce wraps with a spicy sriracha sauce. I pick one up to savor the deliciousness when Bryce snaps at me “What is that? That’s too many calories for you”
First of all, fuck you. Second of all I don’t care what it is, if I order something and the first word is “lettuce” there ain’t too many fucking calories in it, and last but not least, fuck you.
Shit just got real….
Check me out next week for the conclusion of Eat, Drink and Be Angry!
As we are driving I try to make pleasant conversation when he interrupts me to announce that he forgot his reading glasses, he then also announces he has to take a piss. Somehow both of these become my fault. I mention to him we are going to pass right by his neighborhood so why doesn’t he just pop into the house, use the restroom and grab his glasses. Oh noooo, that would be far too convenient, instead he asks me to look around the car for an empty cup for him to pee in. Are you fucking serious? Shockingly, I don’t happen to have a spare piss cup in my car for him to urinate in so we continue to drive ALL the way to the restaurant with him bitching and “adjusting” himself due to the apparent pressure on his bladder.
We get to the restaurant where he heads to the restroom and I make a beeline for the bar to grab something strong enough to get me through the rest of the evening while we wait for a table to open up. During the I am waiting for my drink, Bryce walks up and mentions to me that there is a high top available in the bar area with no wait. I begrudgingly agree. I say this because I am short, and wide. High chairs with narrow seats and I don’t mix but I agree before the level of agitation continues to rise, or so I think.
The waitress comes over, hands us our menus and gives us time to decide what to order. Bryce immediately starts to cuss under his breath and slams the menu down. For some reason, I ask what the matter is. “I can’t see a fucking thing in this dark ass restaurant with these tiny fucking letters on this menu, I’m just gonna have to order a fucking hamburger and that’s not what I really want…., blah, blah, blah” So I thought of a brilliant idea! When the waitress came over and asked us if we decided what we wanted to order, I said to her “do you happen to have a pair of reading glasses in lost and found, my date forgot his” This went over like a fucking lead balloon. Bryce was apparently quite insulted by this. I then explain to the waitress that he can't see shit on the menu and I wait patiently for the next 20 minutes while she basically describes every damn item on the menu to him.
He then orders an appetizer. At this point I don’t even remember what it was but what I do remember is that it was fried or fattening or both, so I take a nibble or two because I know if I eat more than a few morsels he’ll complain about me not eating healthy and if I don’t eat any at all he’ll bitch about that too. I start to think to myself, why am I doing this again?
Thankfully another drink arrives with dinner and I’m actually excited about my lettuce wraps with a spicy sriracha sauce. I pick one up to savor the deliciousness when Bryce snaps at me “What is that? That’s too many calories for you”
First of all, fuck you. Second of all I don’t care what it is, if I order something and the first word is “lettuce” there ain’t too many fucking calories in it, and last but not least, fuck you.
Shit just got real….
Check me out next week for the conclusion of Eat, Drink and Be Angry!
Thursday, August 29, 2013
Eat, Drink and be Angry - Part 1
I’m sorta a what you see is what you get girl. I’m a BBW (Big Beautiful Woman) and have been for quite some time. Yes, I’m becoming more health conscience and making changes to my life but by no means am I going to wake up tomorrow and be thin unless I happen to run into a genie with a magic lamp. Someone should have mentioned this to “Bryce”.
Bryce and I had been dating off and on for awhile. Mostly when I was lonely, bored and tired of spending weekends alone. He was tolerable, got along with my friends and is employed. More than I can say for some of the others I’ve dated. We had been spending more and more time together and things were getting to the point of being serious. This concerned me because I knew if I stayed with him I was settling but I knew I could (and have) done worse for myself. I was stuck in a rut and not really sure what to do about it. Lucky for me that was about to change.
Bryce and I had decided to go to the beach for the weekend but, as a Florida resident you always know to check the weather before you go. It just so happened there was a tropical storm and I was not about to spend an entire weekend at the beach locked inside a house with Bryce so I cancelled and told him we would just get together on Friday and spend a nice quiet evening together. Which for me is actually a lot of work.
You see Bryce doesn’t like my hair curly or in a pony tail, so I need to flat iron it (even though it’s raining) and he doesn’t like when I don’t shower IMMEDIATELY before coming over even though I took a shower that morning, and he doesn’t like it when I don’t have on sexy panties, and…. the list goes on. Now I’m not normally the kind of gal that gives into a man’s every whim but for Bryce it’s less aggravating for me to just go with the flow than to hear him bitch. And so I conform…
I arrive at his house because he refuses to stay the night at my house and again it’s just easier for me to have an escape vehicle should the need arise, and trust me, it does. I get under the umbrella and run to his front door, careful not to let the rain ruin my perfectly straightened hair. I get to sit there while he finishes his cigarette and discuss where we are going for dinner. He suggests a local barbeque place which I love but I’d rather not go to knowing that whatever I order from there will elicit some smart fat remark. So I suggest we go over to a fairly close shopping area with tons of restaurants to choose from and off we go.
As we get closer I immediately know there’s going to be a problem. This place is popular under normal circumstances, throw in the rain and Friday night factors and this place is packed! I personally don’t have a problem with this. I’m the kind of person that will sit around, chat, grab a drink from the bar and patiently wait for a table. Bryce on the other hand does NOT like crowds OR waiting. So we circle. Drive thru the parking lot a few times; see if any of the restaurants have convenient parking and no lines waiting. Nothing. We then cross the street and repeat with the restaurants on that side, nothing. We then go back to where we first started and circle again. Still nothing. At this point Bryce looks at me and snaps “Why do can't you just compromise!”
This is not going to end well…..
Bryce and I had been dating off and on for awhile. Mostly when I was lonely, bored and tired of spending weekends alone. He was tolerable, got along with my friends and is employed. More than I can say for some of the others I’ve dated. We had been spending more and more time together and things were getting to the point of being serious. This concerned me because I knew if I stayed with him I was settling but I knew I could (and have) done worse for myself. I was stuck in a rut and not really sure what to do about it. Lucky for me that was about to change.
Bryce and I had decided to go to the beach for the weekend but, as a Florida resident you always know to check the weather before you go. It just so happened there was a tropical storm and I was not about to spend an entire weekend at the beach locked inside a house with Bryce so I cancelled and told him we would just get together on Friday and spend a nice quiet evening together. Which for me is actually a lot of work.
You see Bryce doesn’t like my hair curly or in a pony tail, so I need to flat iron it (even though it’s raining) and he doesn’t like when I don’t shower IMMEDIATELY before coming over even though I took a shower that morning, and he doesn’t like it when I don’t have on sexy panties, and…. the list goes on. Now I’m not normally the kind of gal that gives into a man’s every whim but for Bryce it’s less aggravating for me to just go with the flow than to hear him bitch. And so I conform…
I arrive at his house because he refuses to stay the night at my house and again it’s just easier for me to have an escape vehicle should the need arise, and trust me, it does. I get under the umbrella and run to his front door, careful not to let the rain ruin my perfectly straightened hair. I get to sit there while he finishes his cigarette and discuss where we are going for dinner. He suggests a local barbeque place which I love but I’d rather not go to knowing that whatever I order from there will elicit some smart fat remark. So I suggest we go over to a fairly close shopping area with tons of restaurants to choose from and off we go.
As we get closer I immediately know there’s going to be a problem. This place is popular under normal circumstances, throw in the rain and Friday night factors and this place is packed! I personally don’t have a problem with this. I’m the kind of person that will sit around, chat, grab a drink from the bar and patiently wait for a table. Bryce on the other hand does NOT like crowds OR waiting. So we circle. Drive thru the parking lot a few times; see if any of the restaurants have convenient parking and no lines waiting. Nothing. We then cross the street and repeat with the restaurants on that side, nothing. We then go back to where we first started and circle again. Still nothing. At this point Bryce looks at me and snaps “Why do can't you just compromise!”
This is not going to end well…..
Thursday, January 17, 2013
Sweet Revenge
I hate my birthday. I have for quite awhile now. I guess when you get old enough that people stop making you birthday cakes, planning parties for you and singing “Happy Birthday” it’s bound to happen, and well, my birthday 2012 certainly didn’t change my mind. In fact, it helped add to my theory that my birthday is cursed. Let me explain through what I can remember and what has been told to me about that day…
I decided that the best way to change the course of the birthday curse was to take a “me” day. Got a massage, hair cut, colored and straightened so I would look and feel like a million bucks. Made arrangements with my friend to go on a double date that evening to a movie that I was dying to see and out to a local hotspot afterwards for some drinks and dancing. What could possibly go wrong?
Well for starters after spending a good amount of time getting gussied up, it decides to drizzle. Rain and Florida humidity are Kryptonite to straight hair and now I’m just praying that by the end of the night I don’t look like the lost sixth member of the Jackson 5. Thankfully I duck into the movie with minimal rain contact. Got my popcorn, soda and settle in….. don’t ya know it the movie SUCKS! Two hours wasted but at least there’s the club to look forward to.
My date pays the cover, we go inside…. There’s like seven people there. OK, so it’s not the most happening spot but at least I’ll be able to have a drink. Do you have Crown? No. Do you have Bacardi Dark? No. Ok, then how about just a Bud Light? Nope. Come ON! What kind of bar doesn’t even have Bud Light? We decide to bail. We head to a local spot where they have a band and Bud Light available if I so choose. As I walk in I see this poster advertising Sweet Revenge. It’s pink and I think the name is just too perfect to turn down. I order a couple of shots for my friend and I, and another and then another. 3 shots on my birthday is not a bad way to go, besides, I’m a big girl, I can hold my liquor, I’m certainly not new to the drinking scene.
Well it doesn’t take very long before the room starts spinning. At this point apparently I’ve pissed off my date and he’s left and I decide to go after him. My very sweet DD loads me into the car where apparently I make a phone call professing my undying love for my date and decide to make things right. I somehow get loaded into my date’s truck, get to his house where he gentlemanly opens the door for me to get out only to watch hit the pavement.
That’s enough. The Sweet Revenge lives true to its word and I begin to puke, everywhere, only to be yelled at by my date that I’m getting it all over his driveway and that I need to “move it to the grass.” The last thing I remember is crawling on my hands and knees to a bush as to not soil his precious driveway. (Believe it or not this won’t be the last you hear about this guy.)
The next morning, as I wake up feeling like my head is being beaten in by a two by four I desperately search for my purse and phone. My purse is luckily on the night stand next to me but my phone, that’s another thing. After searching for quite some time and even heading back to my friend’s house I discover that my phone is gone. SHIT! My whole life is in that phone! I decide to take just one last look. Sure enough, I find the phone. Under the bush, covered in puke… Thank GOD for my Otter Box. I peel my protective cover off and head home glad another birthday is over and done with, or so I think.
Except…. a few weeks later I get a pretty envelope in the mail. Red. Apparently somewhere in my adventures for the day I ran a red light and here is the picture and $178 ticket to prove it. I promise you for my 2013 birthday, I’m not even leaving the fucking house….
I decided that the best way to change the course of the birthday curse was to take a “me” day. Got a massage, hair cut, colored and straightened so I would look and feel like a million bucks. Made arrangements with my friend to go on a double date that evening to a movie that I was dying to see and out to a local hotspot afterwards for some drinks and dancing. What could possibly go wrong?
Well for starters after spending a good amount of time getting gussied up, it decides to drizzle. Rain and Florida humidity are Kryptonite to straight hair and now I’m just praying that by the end of the night I don’t look like the lost sixth member of the Jackson 5. Thankfully I duck into the movie with minimal rain contact. Got my popcorn, soda and settle in….. don’t ya know it the movie SUCKS! Two hours wasted but at least there’s the club to look forward to.
My date pays the cover, we go inside…. There’s like seven people there. OK, so it’s not the most happening spot but at least I’ll be able to have a drink. Do you have Crown? No. Do you have Bacardi Dark? No. Ok, then how about just a Bud Light? Nope. Come ON! What kind of bar doesn’t even have Bud Light? We decide to bail. We head to a local spot where they have a band and Bud Light available if I so choose. As I walk in I see this poster advertising Sweet Revenge. It’s pink and I think the name is just too perfect to turn down. I order a couple of shots for my friend and I, and another and then another. 3 shots on my birthday is not a bad way to go, besides, I’m a big girl, I can hold my liquor, I’m certainly not new to the drinking scene.
Well it doesn’t take very long before the room starts spinning. At this point apparently I’ve pissed off my date and he’s left and I decide to go after him. My very sweet DD loads me into the car where apparently I make a phone call professing my undying love for my date and decide to make things right. I somehow get loaded into my date’s truck, get to his house where he gentlemanly opens the door for me to get out only to watch hit the pavement.
That’s enough. The Sweet Revenge lives true to its word and I begin to puke, everywhere, only to be yelled at by my date that I’m getting it all over his driveway and that I need to “move it to the grass.” The last thing I remember is crawling on my hands and knees to a bush as to not soil his precious driveway. (Believe it or not this won’t be the last you hear about this guy.)
The next morning, as I wake up feeling like my head is being beaten in by a two by four I desperately search for my purse and phone. My purse is luckily on the night stand next to me but my phone, that’s another thing. After searching for quite some time and even heading back to my friend’s house I discover that my phone is gone. SHIT! My whole life is in that phone! I decide to take just one last look. Sure enough, I find the phone. Under the bush, covered in puke… Thank GOD for my Otter Box. I peel my protective cover off and head home glad another birthday is over and done with, or so I think.
Except…. a few weeks later I get a pretty envelope in the mail. Red. Apparently somewhere in my adventures for the day I ran a red light and here is the picture and $178 ticket to prove it. I promise you for my 2013 birthday, I’m not even leaving the fucking house….
Thursday, July 12, 2012
The SOOO Not OK Corral
There are some unwritten rules for first dates that are usually a good idea to follow. The man should generally at least offer to pay, the woman shouldn’t give it up the goods and alcohol, in my opinion, should almost always be involved.
I get an email from the sole website that I am still on telling me I’ve got mail. It’s Sunday and for the moment I don’t have a whole lot going on so I check it out. I get a message from “Matt”. He’s local and I decide to at least respond to his email and see what happens, even though his picture on the site is not particularly flattering, but I’m trying not to be shallow. After all I don’t want a man to not give me a shot just because I’m not thin.
We email back and forth a few times. He uses proper spelling and grammar which is always a pleasure and he actually asks for my phone number and if he can text me which is so rare so I decide to go for it. We get to texting, asking each other the typical “get to know you questions” what he does for a living, hobbies, pets, kids, etc….. and then his living situation comes up. He lives with his dad. I know the economy is bad, I know times are tough and people do what they have to do, and I get it. Still it’s somewhat disappointing that at 43 he still lives with mom and dad but it’s not entirely a deal breaker.
A few texts later he starts to ask about my kids, which for me is always scary. As a single parent I know I’m a package deal and yes, I understand the need for a man to know what he’s getting himself into but worry about that shit when you know you’re going to stick around for Pete’s sake. I give him very basic, non-descript information. Then he asks for their picture. WTF? You haven’t even asked for my picture yet. The creeper flag is now a flyin! I try not to jump to any conclusions but now for sure I am weirded out. I guess this gets him thinking and now he asks for my picture. No prob, I’ve got my facebook pic on my phone for just such an occasion. I then of course have to ask for his and WHOA. Really fucking hideous. I mean if I thought his picture on the website was mediocre this one is scary beyond words! I decide to end the conversation for the evening and pray I don’t have nightmares.
The next day he sends me a text at lunch telling me he’s thinking about me and hopes I have a great day and is looking forward to talking to me later. I, of course, think that’s very sweet and my black heart lightens just a little.
He texts me that evening and asks me if I would go to dinner with him. I figure one date won’t kill me. I'll at least give him the benefit of the doubt. I mean after all it is free food and drinks. Then he asks if I like Golden Corral. For those of you not familiar with this establishment, it’s a buffet style restaurant. As a large woman and someone at least mildly concerned with the sanitary conditions of my food I personally try to avoid them. I just have these visions of some snot nosed kid running around touching everything, especially the chocolate fountain. Gross. Besides, if I agree to Golden Corral on a first date where does it go when he gets comfortable? Bowling alley food? Midnight fast food run? Perhaps a steaming cup of Ramen Noodles?
And so that my friends, is the end of this little adventure, he just doesn’t know it yet. I wrestle with myself the next day on whether or not I should try to break it to him gently or take the “I don’t owe him a damn thing attitude”. I, always one to be the bigger person, at least to their face, tell him that I’m really overwhelmed with school, and work and kids, and I just decided that this really isn’t the right time for me to be dating. Which I never really know if that’s the right thing to do. I mean, maybe he’s a fragile soul and needs a woman to lie to him as to not hurt his feelings but then again maybe he’s the type that would benefit from someone actually stopping and telling him the truth. Either way ain’t my problem. Let the next bitch worry about that shit. I’m out!
I get an email from the sole website that I am still on telling me I’ve got mail. It’s Sunday and for the moment I don’t have a whole lot going on so I check it out. I get a message from “Matt”. He’s local and I decide to at least respond to his email and see what happens, even though his picture on the site is not particularly flattering, but I’m trying not to be shallow. After all I don’t want a man to not give me a shot just because I’m not thin.
We email back and forth a few times. He uses proper spelling and grammar which is always a pleasure and he actually asks for my phone number and if he can text me which is so rare so I decide to go for it. We get to texting, asking each other the typical “get to know you questions” what he does for a living, hobbies, pets, kids, etc….. and then his living situation comes up. He lives with his dad. I know the economy is bad, I know times are tough and people do what they have to do, and I get it. Still it’s somewhat disappointing that at 43 he still lives with mom and dad but it’s not entirely a deal breaker.
A few texts later he starts to ask about my kids, which for me is always scary. As a single parent I know I’m a package deal and yes, I understand the need for a man to know what he’s getting himself into but worry about that shit when you know you’re going to stick around for Pete’s sake. I give him very basic, non-descript information. Then he asks for their picture. WTF? You haven’t even asked for my picture yet. The creeper flag is now a flyin! I try not to jump to any conclusions but now for sure I am weirded out. I guess this gets him thinking and now he asks for my picture. No prob, I’ve got my facebook pic on my phone for just such an occasion. I then of course have to ask for his and WHOA. Really fucking hideous. I mean if I thought his picture on the website was mediocre this one is scary beyond words! I decide to end the conversation for the evening and pray I don’t have nightmares.
The next day he sends me a text at lunch telling me he’s thinking about me and hopes I have a great day and is looking forward to talking to me later. I, of course, think that’s very sweet and my black heart lightens just a little.
He texts me that evening and asks me if I would go to dinner with him. I figure one date won’t kill me. I'll at least give him the benefit of the doubt. I mean after all it is free food and drinks. Then he asks if I like Golden Corral. For those of you not familiar with this establishment, it’s a buffet style restaurant. As a large woman and someone at least mildly concerned with the sanitary conditions of my food I personally try to avoid them. I just have these visions of some snot nosed kid running around touching everything, especially the chocolate fountain. Gross. Besides, if I agree to Golden Corral on a first date where does it go when he gets comfortable? Bowling alley food? Midnight fast food run? Perhaps a steaming cup of Ramen Noodles?
And so that my friends, is the end of this little adventure, he just doesn’t know it yet. I wrestle with myself the next day on whether or not I should try to break it to him gently or take the “I don’t owe him a damn thing attitude”. I, always one to be the bigger person, at least to their face, tell him that I’m really overwhelmed with school, and work and kids, and I just decided that this really isn’t the right time for me to be dating. Which I never really know if that’s the right thing to do. I mean, maybe he’s a fragile soul and needs a woman to lie to him as to not hurt his feelings but then again maybe he’s the type that would benefit from someone actually stopping and telling him the truth. Either way ain’t my problem. Let the next bitch worry about that shit. I’m out!
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